You know when you think about those old couples that die together after 6+ decades of marriage and you hope someday you get to experience a love that strong, well I have a love that strong and I can only hope that we are blessed to live a long and healthy life together. I’m so lucky to have found my soulmate at 16 and I can’t wait to experience marriage, buying a home, and having children with my best friend. I wouldn’t want anyone else to be by my side for the rest of my life.
I am so in love. Even though he’s leaving in a month, we’re still falling more and more in love every day. I know we can do this. I will never give up on him. I can’t wait until I can wake up to his face every morning. I know it won’t be easy but we have such an amazing future to look forward to. ♥
Well, as of today I can officially say you are my high school sweetheart! It feels like just yesterday we were sitting next to each other in Mr. Lorenc’s class in the beginning of junior year and everyone knew we liked each other but us. I can’t believe how much our relationship has grown since then. You are my best friend and my other half. I really can’t say I’d be the same person I am today without you in my life for the past almost two years. You’ve taught me to be strong and independent and to never settle for less than I deserve. I never knew what true friendship or true love was until you. In a couple months our lives won’t be so simple anymore, I won’t see you or hug you every day anymore, and I’ll rely on phone calls to make the distance seem smaller, but I promise I will always be here cheering you on. I will miss you every day you’re gone and I will be waiting until I can welcome you home again. The military is just one chapter in the many chapters to come in our story. I will always be supporting you and loving you in every step you take in life. I love you more than anything in the whole world and I can’t even describe how proud you’ve made me already. I can’t wait for all the amazing things to come in our life together!
Thinking back to how my relationship with my boyfriend started makes me smile. Everybody knew we had feelings for each other before we even knew. I don’t know how many times a day someone at school would ask us if we were dating or when we were going to start dating, and we’d just crack up and tell them “we’re just friends.” I love how we started out as best friends. I love how we had such a bond before we even kissed for the first time. I’m so grateful for my US history teacher junior year for seating us right next to each other because that class is where I saw him in a way I never had before, and where I realized I needed to have him in my life and I needed to make him mine. I loved him long before December 27th, 2011, and it makes me so happy to think about how innocently, effortlessly, and perfectly our relationship fell into place.
It’s hard to believe it’s already been a year and a half. There’s been so many kisses, smiles, laughs, hugs, and a few tears in that time and I wouldn’t trade any of it. The memories we have together are some of the best times of my life. I never thought a love like this was possible, or that a person like him even existed. I was truly blessed when God brought him into my life and I’ve been blessed every day since. I’ve never met anyone who has such a big heart; who understands, cares, encourages, supports, and loves the way he does. The capacity for love he has in his heart is greater than any other individual I’ve ever encountered. He truly is one of a kind. Nobody has his genuine, honest, loving heart. Nobody has his amazing personality or sense of humor. Nobody has his strength and ability to stay positive and happy no matter what the struggle. Nobody has his way of turning a room full of unhappy people into a room full of laughter. I couldn’t be more proud to have the heart and hold the hand of someone so amazing. The things he’s done for me and my family we can never repay. He’s done more for us than he probably even realizes, but we will always be grateful to have him in our lives. He truly is my rock and my mom’s rock when things get hard for us. People say this all the time about their boyfriends, but I truly don’t know where I’d be without him. He’s made me a better person and he showed me what true love is. He gave me hope that not everybody is going to let me down. He’s opened my eyes and showed me that I don’t give myself enough credit. He’s gotten me through the worst times of my life. I have so much more strength now because he is always strong for me when I feel weak. I’m so blessed that I have a best friend and amazing boyfriend all in one. I couldn’t be more happy and grateful to have found the person I am going to marry, so early in life. Knowing that I will spend the rest of my life with him is like winning a million dollars.
I know in a few months our relationship is going to be tested, but we will get through it. When you find someone who your feelings for are this strong and you can’t imagine life with anyone else, you don’t give up on them. I will never give up on him. Miles are meaningless compared to how much I love him. Four years are going to fly and I know that distance will do nothing but make our love even stronger. Nothing can break a bond and love like this. What we have doesn’t come around more than once in a lifetime, and I know we will make it. I couldn’t be more proud of him for choosing such a brave and commendable path. I will always stand beside him and support him in everything he does; I have before the Navy, I will during the Navy, and I will every day after. I’ve learned to embrace this next chapter of our story with open arms, because in a way we are lucky to have this opportunity. We’re lucky that we have a love stronger than most. We’re lucky that we know what it’s like to fight for what you love because nothing worth having comes easy. If you would’ve asked me ten years ago what my life would look like as a graduating senior, I never would’ve even thought I’d be happily in love with a man three months away from basic military training, but I am living the life that God has chosen for me. I know that our story is far from over. Our life together is just getting started and I can’t wait for all the amazing things that are going to happen in the future. I could not be more excited to start my life with my best friend. ♥
Just your everyday problems.
did he just drop his phone on his fucking baby
done with the infomercials tag
the baby i’m gonna cry
well why the fuck would you touch pasta that was in boiling water?
the girl tho shes all like “o M G jimmy what the fuck did you do my CRAYONS YOU HOESLUT”
i laughed too much at this than normal people
In a parallel universe…
The Wizard of Oz (1939)
Why are such good people taken from us? People who we love so much and are always there for us to lean on, often times the only people we have to lean on. People who never fail to light up the whole room with happiness, and have such kind hearts. And why are they taken from good people? People who have never taken a single moment for granted and love with everything in their heart. Why? I just don’t understand life. It’s not fair. Death doesn’t care how in love you are or that you planned to spend the rest of your life with that person. Death doesn’t care if they have children at home who will now grow up without a father or a mother, or both. Death doesn’t care if you need your parents, or grandparents. Death doesn’t care if your sister or brother was your best friend in the whole world. Death doesn’t care if your child had an entire life to live and will never get to live it. I will never understand.. It’s so fucking unfair.